My husband allows me to bed other men so I can be happy, but...
Hi,
I'm a housewife, 38 years old and I've been married with
husband for over 10 years now and we really love each other
so much. Our relationship was great and so is our sex life
and we thought we will never encounter problems with our
relationship until he managed to convince me to fullfill
his fantasies and that is to bed other men of his choice.
He usually chooses the more well endowed men coz he really
wanted to ensure that I will enjoy every second doing it.
I must admit that I'm really beginning to enjoy it as I noticed
that I get more and more excited everytime he tells me that
he just found another guy for me. To be frank, it can really
get so addicting; I mean having sex with other men whose
far more bigger and better than my husband in every physical
aspect that I can imagine. The problem started when I met
this guy whome my husband had setup for me. He's just a simple
looking guy not too good looking but good enough to turn
me on. I was not expecting anything unusual to happen that
afternoon, to me it was just another one of those great sexual
experience for me. But somehow there was something in that
guy that really got me way over the edge. I really enjoyed
every single minute that he was doing me and I just couldn't
get enough of him. He felt so different even though his size
in particular was just somewhat average. I really can't
explain why since after that first meeting we had I really
started longing for him to see me again. I've never felt
like this with the others that I dated and I'm just damnfounded
by it. We had 4 other meetings since the first one and I knew
my husband was sensing something was not right since the
guy was the only one who managed to do me more than a couple
of times. I really can't understand what I'm feeling for
him, why I have been wanting him so bad; so bad that I have
been too desperate to even pay for the motel and transportation
bills just to feel him again. I really am starting to feel
guilty about all this coz I really do love my husband and
I know he also feels the same way for me. I'm really hoping
that my husband doesn't sense what's going on but I fear
that he is starting to smell something fishy. The irony
of it is that I'm quite sure the guy is not really feeling
anything for me and I sense that it was purely sex and lust
as far as he is concerned. Please help me coz I don't want
to hurt my husband who has been so good to me for as far as I
can remember. Please try to advise me on what exactly am
I feeling for the other guy. Is it just lust for sex or love,
or is there anything in between?
Thanks,
wantitwild6988
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