My first time....
As we were pulling away from the shopette it dawned on me
what I had planned to do tonight. I couldn't believe
I was actually going to do this. Was it to late to turn back,
what if I didn't have fun. All these what ifs running
through my head, and the knot in my stomach was growing by
the minute. They tried to relax me, make me feel at ease by
explaining the place and the rules and such, but here I was
in the car with this couple that I was going to play with tonight.
What if they didn't like the things I did, what if they
found me unappealing, what if they made me uncomfortable,
then what. God how I wished he was here, able to calm my nerves,
able to make me feel sexy, able to make that first move in
case I couldn't. He knew what to say, how to approach
the unapproachable. I felt so alone, so scared, so nervous,
so excited. I took a shot, maybe that would make me feel a
little more loose, maybe it would help with my inhibitions.
It took awhile to work, but then I could feel a warm relaxation
come over me. I felt as if I might be able to go through with
this, and have fun. We walked up to the club and I felt my knees
go weak, and the knot in my stomach get a little bit larger,
I still wasn't sure what to expect. This hot woman in
a skin tight dress opened the door. It made me feel better
knowing I had dressed appropriately for the occasion.
My little black mini skirt was just short enough to be sexy
without looking slutty. The white top I wore left a lot to
the imagination, yet still revealed the sexy figure I had
underneath. My friends showed me where to go to sign a release
form, and to ask any questions we might have. While I was
signing the dotted line I could feel my hands shake with
anticipation. What might tonight bring. Then the owner
walked up, and introduced himself to me, and told me if I
had any questions, problems, or needed anything then let
him know. He had a way about him that made me a little less
nervous.
Rich then turns to me, and says well do you want the tour.
I was like sure, cause so far all it looked like was a small
private bar. He took me down this hallway, which made me
feel as if I was in a fun house, and we came around the corner
to this lounge with a big screen TV playing porn. It was the
first thing that made me excited yet scared all at the same
time. Then he took me around the corner, and there is this
sex swing hanging from the ceiling as well as three different
style beds. Rich then says my goal is to do Becky in this swing.
I then got this erotic word picture of being in the swing
with some guy pounding into me while I was screaming and
holding on for the ride of my life.
We then left that area, and we went to the other side of the
club so I could see the rest of the rooms. We walked through
this beaded curtain, and turned the corner into another
lounge with more couches and another TV playing porn. There
was three different hallways we could go down, so we choose
the closest one. That led us to a private room with mirrors,
a black light and glowing stars on the wall. I just thought
the black light was so cool, and by now I was relaxing so I
got fascinated with it. We left that room and headed around
the corner to the shadow room. This room turned me on just
being in it, it had a couch for viewing and this bed that had
a shadow curtain around it. So you could see the silhouette
of a couple having sex or you could lift the curtain and let
people watch. The thought of watching a couple was starting
to turn me on, but I wasn't ready to fool around with
them yet.
We took a tour of the other rooms, but they didn't draw
me like the shadow room did. There was something about that
room that made me feel like it was where things where going
to happen that night. However I kept it to myself. I could
really start to feel the buzz of the shot now, but I needed
to keep it going. I opened one of my drinks, and asked if we
could play pool while we waited for others to show up. That
is when I saw the wall of naked women. Mainly there was just
ass shots, but there were a few willing to bare it all. It
got me horny thinking about my ass being up there for other
to lust after. I knew before I left that night my ass would
be on that wall.
I wanted to make the pool seem more interesting so I suggested
we play for something. That is when Rich suggested we play
for sexual favors. What better way to break the ice than
to jump in with both feet. So we played for the opportunity
to make out with each other. I still wasn't sure how
far I was willing to go, but I figured we had just gotten there
I had plenty of time to decide. However I made sure I gave
each of them a really nice look at my ass, I tried really hard
to hit balls only on there side of the table.
By now people were starting to show up, but nothing had rocked
my world, or even peaked my interest so far. Which was getting
me a little disappointed, and a little hesitant. I wanted
to play, but I wanted to have better selection than what
was there. The owner kept talking to us, like he was trying
to get a feel for what I wanted. What I was up for.
I was really just having fun, but Rich's back was starting
to bother him, so he asked that we stop playing and go sit
down. So we walked back to the table, and I thought this is
the perfect time to get my picture taken. So we stopped the
owner and asked for my opportunity to get up on the wall.
He jumped at the chance to take my picture. So I stripped
my skirt off in front of the club, which made me feel powerful,
and like I was on display for the world to see. That for once
it didn't matter what others thought of me, cause at
that moment I felt sexy. As I sat there posing in the way he
wanted me too, I felt euphoric, that it didn't matter
if I played tonight or not, that I could still feel sexy meant
more to me than anything.
As I got dressed and was walking back to the table I got a few
looks, and a comment of damn girl. That was quite the boost
for me cause I don't know how it was meant, but it was
taken as well at least someone enjoyed the show I just gave.
Just then the owner came over and said thank you, you helped
liven up the place. It was amazing the sense of excitement
that hit me then. So Rich chimes in that I am suppose to find
someone besides them to play with. The owner then pulls
out a wad of cash and says how much to meet me later, and damn
did I feel sexy. I felt like I wish I hadn't come with
them cause I didn't want people think I was just there
to play with them. I actually wasn't even in the mood
to play with them, but I couldn't tell them that.
The owner then says well there are a bunch of people into
you. I couldn't believe it, yet this club did wonders
for my ego, my mentality, and well my marriage. He then introduced
me to one of the people, and his name was Rod. I thought well
he is cute, why didn't I see him come in. I wonder how
into me he is, or did he just enjoy me showing my ass. I wasn't
ready yet though so we just exchanged pleasantries and
then I turned to Becky and asked her if she would dance.
We danced one dance but I could tell she wasn't into
it. She was really bringing me down, and I knew I needed to
ditch them with out it looking like I ditched them. So I took
a couple opportunities to shake my ass on the dance floor,
and looked around the club for anyone I might like to play
with. Then I say this hot guy, and I thought oh my he would
be fun to play with. He was toned and had this build that made
me want to just do him right there. I wanted to get up the nerve
to go talk to him, but I decided it might be more fun to go over
and talk to Rod and see what he was into.
So I walked over to the bar, and sat down. I wasn't sure
what to say or do, being forward isn't my strong suit.
If he was here I keep thinking he would know exactly what
to say, no matter how it might come out he would make sure
Rod knew I was interested. Yet he wasn't there, I had
to do it on my own. Could I, would I, well I guess there was
only one way to find out. So after some small talk he asked
me to dance, and well I love dancing even if I can't do
it worth a darn, so I jumped for the chance to rub up against
him, to make him feel my body pressed against his. As we where
dancing I could feel him getting hard as I rubbed my ass into
his groin, I could feel his lust for me. God the power I felt,
I couldn't even describe it, but it was awesome this
feeling of knowing someone who wasn't my husband was
wanting to fuck me. It gave me the strength to be a little
more forward, but I still was a little shy so I let him take
the lead.
He led me back to the bar, cause he still wanted to give me
the chance to back out. Then he asked someone to watch the
door so we could walk around. I felt a draw to the side of the
club where the shadow room was so I pulled him that way. We
first went into the black light room, but he could tell as
well as I that it wasn't the room for us to play in. So
we wandered back to the shadow room. That room made me feel
safe cause I could let people watch, or not, but it was my
call. So we wandered into the room and I was telling him the
things about the room that I liked. Then he came up from behind
me and started kissing my neck, then he began to work his
way around to my left ear. He then took the lobe into his mouth,
teasing me into a moan. I could feel my legs go weak and my
body responding to his. Then he started feeling my body
with his hands. He ran his hands down my arms, across my stomach,
part way up my shirt, down my thigh, up my inner thigh to my
waiting pussy. I could feel his hard cock pressing into
my lower back. I then turned and kissed his waiting lips.
He thrust his tongue into my mouth and I thrusted right back.
I began touching him as well, down his back, under his shirt,
up his arms, but I was still a little bashful, so I didn't
touch him anywhere else.
I then broke contact in order to set my drink down. When I
turned back around he was on the bed, and it opened the window
for me to join him. So I started kissing him again and he laid
on his back so I then strattled him. Pushing my pussy down
onto his cock. I could feel it through my clothes pushing
into me, begging to be released from the constraint of his
pants, and to be inside of me. I then helped him take my shirt
off, but I let him know that I was nursing, so that it was best
to leave my bra on, unless he didn't mind getting some
milk on him. I was hoping he wouldn't mind cause it was
such a turn on for me as well. I then had the thought of I wish
he was here, so he could watch, make comments, suggestions,
but I knew that the more details I could remember the better
since he will want as many as I can give.
Then I helped him out of his shirt. I thought well, he isn't
bad, I don't mind seducing him. I then ran my fingers
all over his naked chest and arms, making him moan and thrust
up into me. He was trying to get my skirt off without me moving
off of him, but that wasn't happening so I got off of
him to take my skirt off. Then he started to take of his pants
and I stopped him cause I wanted to suck his cock. I wanted
to feel him thrusting into my mouth. I took as much of him
as I could, trying hard to deep throat him, but also using
my hands to work with my mouth in an up and down motion. I could
hear him moaning, so I knew he was enjoying it. By now I noticed
a couple of people in the room. I was then a little shy cause
I wasn't sure I wanted them watching this. He then stopped
me and kissed me, then pushed me onto my back.
He then started a trail of kisses to my pussy, getting me
wetter and wetter with the thought of him sucking my clit
to an orgasm. He took my waiting pussy into his mouth and
I just started moaning. He knew how to swirl his tongue around
my lips so that I would moan louder and louder. I managed
to buck him off when the stimulation was too intense, I thought
I was going to burst right then and there. I then pulled him
up to me, and kissed him deeply, tasting myself on him. Smelling
my pussy juices all over his face, and I knew that I wanted
to fuck him. So I asked him if he had a condom cause I wanted
to fuck him right now. To which he said yeah, and then he laid
me back down, took his hands and pinned my hips to the bed
so that I couldn't pull him off of me again, and he went
down on me again. This time I didn't care how loud I got,
nor did I care how many people where in there. I was loving
giving them a show. The fact that I was a live porn show just
made me want to be as loud as I could, and it made me want to
make sure he was having as much fun as I was. I was moaning
and screaming out oh yeah, oh yeah, and I tried to get him
to stop cause it was so intense, but he wouldn't let
go of my hips. Not until he made me cum all over his face. So
he pushed me over the edge with his tongue. Finally releasing
my hips so that he could put his cock in me.
He grabbed my legs and bent my knees so my legs where between
us when he thrust into me. He then grabbed me and pulled me
over on top of him. I then started pounding my body into his.
Kissing him between thrusts. When I would get tired he would
then grab my hips and lift me up onto him a little and then
thrust at me from the bottom. It was a position I hadn't
tried before, so it was a major turn on. The angle and his
size made that make me even wetter. It was such a turn on trying
a new position especially with the people watching. By
now the couches were full, and I could see them watching
me. I then got louder letting them enjoy the show we where
giving. I found out later that they where jerking each other
off watching me. Listening to me moan and him moan. Wishing
they where him fucking me. I couldn't tell how close
he was, but I could tell he was enjoying himself as much as
I was enjoying it. He then lifted up my bra enough to play
with my nipples. He took them into his mouth, and left my
bra so when I was fucking him I could feel my nipples rubbing
on his chest.
He then could tell I was getting tired so he flipped me back
over, bent down and kissed me again. I could see the other
people in there now. Wherever there was room I could see
people sitting, standing, and watching. I could also see
his body glistening with sweat. I wanted so bad to make him
cum, I wanted the power trip it gives me when I can make a guy
cum. So I whispered to him, you made me cum, now it is my turn.
He smiled at me then, a seductive sly smile, that said okay
you ready for this. So he grabbed my hips and started thrusting
into me with all the force he had. It began to hurt yet it was
a pleasure and pain thing all the same. I could tell he was
getting close. His moans became more intense, and his body
was getting tense. I loved the fact that he was going to cum
and I was part of that. I loved that there were all these people
just watching, waiting for the same thing I was. I just wish
he had been there, so he could have fucked me afterwards.
That was the thought that kept reoccurring, I also kept
thinking if he was watching he would so be enjoying this.
I realized he was almost ready to cum deep inside my pussy,
his thrusts got harder faster, and more intense. He was
like a tightly wound spring ready to snap. Then I felt his
body shudder, and I saw him relax. I could tell he really
enjoyed himself, cause after he came, he crawled up next
to me and just ran his fingers all over my naked flesh. I could
see all these people watching waiting to see what we did
next. We just sat there and basked in the after glow of great
sex, and the pleasure we gave each other.
Then we where kicked out of the room so the next couple could
have fun, and I was giddy with the thought of doing him again
or maybe some other guy there. Yet as I stumbled out of the
room, they showed up and said they where ready to leave.
I was like okay, but I was thinking damn it things are just
getting started. I was also thinking why did I say I would
do stuff with them, they really don't do anything for
me for a number of reasons. If we leave now then I can use it
as on out for not playing. So I said goodbye to Rod, wondering
if I would ever get to come and play with him again. Or anyone
at that club for that matter.
I went out to the car and tried to see if they wanted to talk
about the whole evening, but they just gave me the cold shoulder.
So I had time to think, and I realized how much fun I had, not
just with the sex, but the whole experience. Wishing for
him to come home so that he could go and have fun with me. I
kept asking myself this question though, would I go again.
Could I go and not have to worry about getting nervous over
it being my first time. Could I go without him again. Would
I go by myself or with them. These and others are questions
that continuously go through my head, yet I still have no
answers.
Stay tuned for next time...............
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