Flirting with my best friend's girlfriend went to far.But i wonder how she might feel about me.

Alright, so my best friend, his girlfriend and I have all
known each other for ten years or more. We all knew each other
before they started dating and all have been close friends.
She and I were close for a while but we were never single at
the same time so we never actually dated. About a year or
so ago she started e-mailing me out of nowhere..Nothing
sexual at first..just friendly corrospondance..But
eventually we started talking about sexual matters..She
asked things like how long my cock measured etc.. On one
occassion I e-mailed her a few picures of it but told her
it was an accident(that my girlfriend was the intended
recipient). She got a kick out of the whole thing.
A couple of months ago she began to be a little flirty (i.e.
brushing up against me with her breasts whe she walked by).
Then one night we all go aout to eat and I started playing
footsies under the table with her which went on for a while
eventually I made my way to her crotch which she seemed to
enjoy..
When we got in the car to leave, she whispered to me how badly
she wanted to kiss me...So when we got home after everyone
else went to sleep we started to make out and it was great...
Then the next day she acted regretful so we talked and she
tels me that she loves me but that if things went any further
, she'd have to break up w/ her boyfriend... trhen she
said "besides, It's not like you'd leave
your g/friend for me right now anyway"
So a couple of weeks go by and then she starts calling me at
work telling me how bad she needs a best friend right now
and she wants it to be me... I had to say no because I know we
both have stronger feelings now..
SO...now we don't talk out all.. I really miss her but
i can't call her because i was the one to break off the
friendship..So does she really want to be best friends
or what? is that even possible now? So what do you do?
As an interesting side note, I found out recently that she
still has the pictures I sent her saved on her computer?
I'm totally confused and could use some fresh perspective...How
deeply does she care???

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