SERIOUS ISSUES
recently i met a woman on here (ThinManDesired). she is
a great person if you get to know her. we were starting to
get to know each other and things were going great until
i fucked it up. i have a wicked toungue and a vicious temper.
bad combo when it comes to a relationship. i have a lot of
pent up anger and frustration from my last relationship
even though it has been over a year and a half since we broke
up she realy messed up my head. everything i held high in
a relationship she tore down and left nothing to build on
in it's place. talk about brainwashed into believing
absolute spit. all the girls i have tried to start something
with since my last girlfriend have been disasterous. i
loved her so so much and she fucking tore me apart like a piece
of paper in a shredder. i try to hold on to my old values but
they have been replaced with issues of anger and depression.
unfortunately something always happens to my new relationships
and the smallest thing triggers an emotional breakdown
that always ends up tragic. i know appologising is small
compensation for the way i have treated you ThinManDesired,
but it's all i got right now. i hope some day you will
forgive me. i'm not looking for a second chance because
there is no second chances in this world. please just think
of the few moments we shared before i lost all controll.
i'm realy sorry and whatever you say back to me i know
i deserve. i won't retaliate in any way shape or form.
i promise. good bye ThinManDesired. i'm sorry i turned
out to be just another asshole for you. you were nothing
but sweet to me.
werk.
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