S.O.S.

This wasn't suppose to happen
Not this way
Never dreaming that it would occur
Every single day


Trying it once
Just wasn't enough
Now to stop
It is too much!


So much money
So much time
Where did the days go?
Where is my mind?


I've lost too much
Including my best friend
I can't stand it any longer
I want this to end


It is so hard
To quit now
I wish I could
I don't know how


I need some help
But no one is there
I wish I knew
Does anyone still care?

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