'Thank you adult friendfinder .com'
I have been off work due to breaking my scaphoid bone last
year, just at the same time my fiance of nine years left me
and went to Australia. Incidently he has never returned.
However after nursing a broken heart for many months, tears
enough to fill St Mary's Loch, a kind of local Loch Ness,
I have now began to build my life back without him.
Because I was depressed with the break up and being off work
due to my broken wrist, my son gave me a long term loan of his
computer to help me through many down days.
It was only about three months ago, after being scared of
it for some time, decided to switch on and hit the keypad.
I discovered Adult Friendfinder and from this I have made
many new male friends. I feel safe in the knowledge that
at this point in time we are penfriends and we obviously
cannot get into any physical relationships at this point.
My new friends have made me laugh, something I was unable
to do for a long time, they write nearly each day letting
me know what kind of day they have had, how their families
are etc etc. They all tell me they are divorced, seperated
etc etc, and let's be honest I could say I am a 'PAM ANDERSON
DOUBLE' and we will believe what we would like to believe.
This is when that dreaded word TRUST comes in.
I have however met one of my friends, and oh yes, fell head
over heals in love, he was not 'drop dead gorgeous' but there
was something between us, it was nice and we have spent a
couple of weekends together. He lives hundreds of miles
away, so we cannot see one another often, but we keep in touch
as much as possible. I told him how I felt, but he sent such
a hurtful email, I was devastated, and felt so rejected
and had obviously misinterpretated some of his comments................he
also explained some personal stuff which is going on in
his life, therefore we have decided a romance, relationship,
is not on the cards, well not at the moment, but I am glad to
have met him and have him as a good friend. I would miss his
emails very much.
I am sure one day soon I will meet someone special again,
I do hope so, I have been single for 18 months now and I am ready
physically and mentally to find someone special......
Thank you friendfinder, I am sure with your help, I may just
meet MR RIGHT this time.
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