Just a Kid Seeking Sex -- Part 1
When I was 14, I visited my cousin Jack in Boston. He and a
group of friends mentioned a Chinese businessman in the
neighborhood who had hired one of the kids as an assistant,
but then made it clear that he wanted to suck the kid's cock.
I was so excited by the thought of being blown that it filled
me mind as I masturbated my not-yet-mature cock. I beat
off every day -- not ejaculating, but deriving satisfaction.
I wondered how it would feel to have someone put my cock in
his or her mouth.
Jack and I and some of his friends went to Revere Beach for
the day. In those days, the changing rooms for the men were
a series of unlocked wooden stalls with surrounding walls,
so guys walked around naked. I kept thinking of the Chinese
businessman and wanted to meet some guy who would give me
pleasure (and get some for himself) by sucking me off. I
went into one of the wooden changing stalls and masturbated
thinking of receiving oral sex.
It never went further than that -- darn it! I wish that I,
as an adult, could find me as a maturing teenager and give
me pleasure in the way that was sought.
(Another episode is Part 2.)
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