Dawning
I see the light coming from the east
The sensations the love
The joy the peace
The beauty that is above
Is this all that there is to life
This daily facade
Why is it we are cursed with strife
Where have I gone wrong
Life has taken its toll on me
And I just can believe
That I was meant for more then this
What was I thinking
I just want to see
I want to believe that I
Was meant for more then this
When is it my turn for love
I just want to feel again
Not this hollowness
But joy and laughter
Uncontrolled bliss
Where is my knight in shining armor
Did he get lost along the way
Or was that the great deception
The thing of fairytales
I want to me loved a
And I want to love back
Want everything
And nothing at the same time
Why is this so hard for me
Why cant I just see
What the solution might be
Because it is staring me in the face
All that I need I have
And all that I could ever want is here
But it just is missing that one thing
My knight in shining armor
But what if he doesnt come
What if he cant find me
What if he already did
And I just didnt see it
What if I missed he and lost my shot
What if he was already with me
And I messed it up
I just want to know
I want to love uncontrollably
And I want to feel like it is real
For what I have now is not
For me I am surreal
I think of those I have hurt
And those who have hurt me
And wonder why
Why does there have to be so much pain
When the world around us is so beautiful
When every living thing vibrates with
Such a beauty that is uncompaired
Why do I feel so bad
Is it because I regret all that I have done
All that I have said and felt
Or is it because of what others have
Done to me
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