Honest size problem..............
Hi;
I'm here because of a former relationship which finallyhad to end for an embarrassing reason........(well, more
embarrassing for her perhaps). My "ex" was a petite lady
of only 105lbs. and about 5' 4". The problem was always present,
from the first time, in fact, she bragged about it the whole
time we dated, and even occasionally among friends after
we married. The problem??? Well, this isn't BS like you
hear sometimes, I am what I suppose men would consider blessed
in endowment. My ex was never able to take it fully without
being in some real pain as was evident by her face and actual
tears. This made sex great for her as long as I was very carefull,
but, never really "complete" for me. We did talk about it
and figured the problem would end after she had a baby.......well,
it didn't and over time, she simply would find any reason
to not have sex because either she was in pain, or I was left,
still wanting.........it finally led to our seperation
(the lack of sex) and now divorce. I have been with a few women
in the year since we seperated and began the divorce, but,
honestly, I still have the same problem each time. The women
love it when they see it, and oral is fun and great, but, when
we get to actual penetration and "really get going", each
has said to stop or pushed me back because they say it is just
to big. :-( I know this sounds like a million stories, but,
in this case it isn't......am I just unlucky finding women????
I'm not overly large elseware, I'm 6'3", 185lbs. but simply
seem to have been given a "gift" which is haunting me.............I
don't know why, and perhaps I'm being selfish, but, I just
want a woman who can handle full penetration with me without
asking me to stop, crying, or God knows what........it
just seems like I'm not satisfied if I have to constantly
hold back during sex..................
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