THE FEELING OF MY LOVE

You will never know just how much I love you. You may look
in my eyes, but you are not able to see my soul. You may feel
my friendship, but you can never read my smile.


Even the things that can make us so happy are the same things
that can lead me to depression. At times only for years I
am in love with you, a very real love. But never was a word
dared to be spoken.


For whatever excuses feared and truly it is unfortunate
that you really only know what I allow to show you. You can
never see that side of me that believes. You are the person
I'd spend the rest of my life with. Not only mental,
but spritually. And even physically and comically.


We reach the same level. You would never tell the desire
I have so strong for you. That as you stand beside me, my two
sides of my heart argue.


In order to control my bare hands from running up and down
you thighs and caressing them strongly and slowly. But
always passionately, I love you. Everything of you and
I love the feelings that overcome me. Whenever and everytime
we are together.


Just as you don't know me I also can not comprehend words
you don't say. I just know even if in secret I will always
love you. But never will it be announced until I have reach
the goal of your heart being fully completely, faithfully,
truly in love with me too.

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